I love you, my Lord

My life have been going up and down like a roller coaster recently. All these while I wasn’t so believe in God as I prefer to rely on myself rather than something that I can’t see, touch and feel.

I told God, please tell me what to do and I am about to give up. “Should I give up or not?” This is the question that I keep asking myself recently. Just that when I am about to give up, I receive a message from her. This happened not only once, there are several times, it made me think that does God really heard my little prayer?

Today I received a negative news from her (of course she is still perfectly fine, my readers, don’t worry her condition), I was so down by the negative news. First, God sent a friend to have lunch with me. While hanging out with friend, I really have forgotten the unhappy news because socializing with friends draw my attention away from the negative forces.

Back home after lunch, the whole lonely afternoon made me sick again. I quickly took a nap and arrange a dinner with friends. I was so lucky that they are free to accompany me, which they usually don’t. And of course I felt better again after hanging out with them.

You see, when I was down, God sent a friend to me and HE knew that I need to talk to more people so that I can relief from the pain, so HE arranged another few more friends for me and accompany me for the night.

At last I wanted to share a quote with you all which I found from twitter and it is very meaningful:
I fall, I rise, I make mistakes, I live, I learn, I’ve been hurt but I’m alive. I’m human, I’m not perfect but I’m thankful.
Ya, so be thankful on what you have, appreciate and cherish every single moment that you have gone thru in your life. Don’t worry about the ending, be it good or bad, the most important one is the process that we were going thru.

I do hope that all the emotion negatively affected people do read the meaningful quote above and may God always be with you and HE will definitely help you thru by HIS way as long as you trust HIM.

I love you and thank you, my Lord.

Yes Life for iOS 5 Updates

There is an update for Yes Life for iOS again and from the update log we can see that there are some bug fixes, better handling of network switching and account balance display.

 

I always think of they should show the account balance some where in the apps, it is not that convenient to keep logging in from a phone browser to yes.my portal to check it out. So the good news now is you can check within the apps itself.

 

 

I don’t know why the value displayed in Account Balance and Rebate Value being showed as negative as it suppose to be positive (showing correctly in the web portal). The value showed in Data (MB) also weird, do I really need to know until so precise for so many decimal points? Haha… Will it confuse non IT literate users?

 

I still have so much minutes and SMS to use. Argh… how am I going to finish them all? Oh ya, sometimes I just feel reluctant to use this apps to call because the the voice is too soft for both parties. Anyway, this is a new version, I don’t know whether they have enhance this part or not. Let me try it out later. If you have tested it out or face the same problem, you are welcome to share it out with me via my twitter, KevCKW.

 

Where to see the account balance display? Go to More –> Account Details.

 

By the way, this is one of the bugs, a serious one that I encountered in the previous version.

 

 

The screen went blank after tapping on the “voice call” button. Ya, I am making a voice call without control and the most important button that I want to tap on is “END CALL”. How am I going to end a call in this situation? The only way I can think of is kill the apps from the taskbar but does it really end the call? Am I still being charged? I am not sure and this is really freaking me out and make me feel very reluctant to use the apps for calling.

Yes life for iOS 5

Bravo! After the long wait, the Yes Life for iOS 5.0 is finally arrive at the store and ready for you all to download. I have been waiting for this apps ever since I upgraded to iOS 5.0.

I didn’t know that Yes Life cannot be ran in iOS 5 and felt regret after the upgrade, without this apps, I can’t fully utilize the free minutes and sms given. I know I can still use the PC version but it is not as convenient as using it in a phone.

From the previous version until now the voice is still very soft. I can hardly hear what the other person is speaking and same to the receiver. Of course, I already set my volume to the max. I hope in the next release, the apps can amplify the voice a little bit more, else it is really difficult to use in a slightly noisy environment.

Just found a bug in the new version when you are making a call. The apps went into calling mode but without any buttons (even the end call button) displayed. Imagine how panic am I when I can’t even end a call, the only thing I can do is to kill the apps from the taskbar and keeping my finger cross that the call get terminated. I don’t want to be charged unnecessarily.

Besides the bugs that I have mentioned above, the new apps did improve a lot and easier to use now.

Frustrated Photographer

Whenever I go out with my friends or during any outing, I always bring my dSLR with me because only it can help me to capture the clearest perfect moments. Friends like to ask me to take photo for them until a level that they have forgotten I am their friend and doing this out of my good will, I am not hired by them as their dedicated photographer. I hate this part where they keep instructing me in a way that I must take for them. Nah… get lost. WTF… I have learned from the experience, I will only bring my camera out with certain groups of friends but not all because I don’t want to be “used” as a dedicated photog. I hate this feeling.

In a group of friends that I always hang out with, after I took photo for them they will offer their help to take for me, I really appreciate the initiative that they had. The initiative and the thoughts that count, that make me feel like I am part of them, not hired by them.

Whenever I take photo for my friends, I will tell them how to pose from legs, hands, until the facial expression, the smile and where the eyes should be looking at then usually come out with some satisfactory shot. When it comes to my turn, no one is telling me what to do and of course the photo turned out to be unacceptable by myself. Imagine that, I can’t accept myself in the photos. How ironic it can be? This is not subject’s problem, why I can take so many satisfactory photos for them but not when I am become the subject. It is the skill that counts.

This is so unfair but who can I blame? No one but myself… FML…

单身

很多人很喜欢问为什么到现在还单身？以前我可能用千百个理由来解释和安抚自己，但是现在我觉得多少个理由都没用。因为我终于懂得爱要耐心等候用心寻找，不要贪图一时愉快，因为不想单身而随便找一个，到头来还是一场欢喜一场空。何必呢？

Drink Drank Drunk

My friend keep telling me after getting drunk he won’t be able to remember what he has done before and that’s including speech. I was wondering how true is that or depends on individual?

Recently I have a few drinking session with friends and I have the chance to try it out. So I purposely make myself “drunk” at the end but I can still remember what I have said and done so far but that’s only my partial memory, I can’t remember most of it. Even with the partial memory that I had, I can’t even confirm are they true (although they are pretty true) or they are imaginations?

Don’t get me wrong, I am not a drinker who always go and drink until drunk. I am just doing it socially, only when I am with friends that I know and trusted with, never do that alone (or even with friends) at home.

Snorer

It is very painful if you are tired but can’t fall in sleep and the worst reason of your insomnia is because someone share the same room with you keep snoring. Seriously, I can’t sleep when someone snore or making noise.

I know it’s not your fault as a snorer that you don’t have a choice but you should know that not everyone likes it especially during an outing with friends. Do something about it! Don’t be so selfish.

I kind of jealous to those who can easily fall in sleep one, ya, especially the snorer. They can fall in sleep within seconds while I am still struggling and then they start snoring like I’m in hell.

So snorer out there, be considerate and not all your friends like your snore and taking it as a music for falling in sleep.

Karma

Just notice from a friend’s wall post saying that he was cheated by the one he loved. I was thinking is it a karma to him?

As a friend of this fella, should I feel sympathy or laugh? I think the feeling was a mixed one. I would like to do the latter but I scared that karma will happen on me too but I still want to laugh because he deserve it. So, Karma, hit me I am ready for it.

I am not a bad guy to laugh at people’s sadness, that’s because something happen to me before from this fella so I laugh now, KARMA, you did your job really well.

梦一场

昨天发生的一切是多么的美好多么的值得我去回忆。只怪时间过得太快了，当我还来不及慢慢的品尝与细嚼时，所有的东西都已成为过去。剩下的就只有感觉和那残缺不全的记忆。不过这些都不能永恒因为它们将会被时间的洪流冲走并且埋没在地底。唯一能够做的就是珍惜当下。

Thoughts

I have been telling myself I must keep updating my blog and don’t neglect it for too long. Ya, I know about this but the motivation is not there and whenever it comes to putting my thoughts into words, I feel lazy. That’s why sometimes I prefer to use twitter to express my thought at that moment when it flashes in my mind but sometimes twitter just can’t support my “longer thought” which I either have to split it into a few tweets or compressed it which might lost the original meaning of it.

Especially when I am alone at home or driving, I have a lot of inspirations come to me but the moment I switch on my laptop to document it, my mind goes blank, I can’t remember what I have just “said”. You call it bad memories? Yes, I think I got to admit that.

Anyway, this is only a random entry of my blog by putting my thought into words again.